I think this part of Breaking Benjamin's Until The End is a great way to tell you about Natel's point of view of what's going on


"So clever, What ever, I'm done with these endeavor's, Alone i walk the winding way. (Here i stay) It's over, No longer, I feel it growing stronger, I'll live to die another day (Until i fade away)... Why give up, Why give in, it's not enough, it never is, And i will go on untill the end."